If you where mine (for Manson)

If you where mine, I'd let you kill me slowly. If you where mine, I'd bleed my blood for you. So we lay, dead in the ashes of the moon. Everythings black now. You scare me. I am afraid of you, it only makes me love you more. If you where mine, you would be my vampire. If you where mine you would drink me til the end. Til the end.... I feel it so close... so cold. My corpse is yours. Pale and cold. Scared. Here comes the moon again....again... to remind me of who you are. <3

I wish I could go away

I want to go away I dont know where just somewhere... away from my moms house.... Grr.... Im not writing anymore. Im to sad

I feel luved.

Tunes: "Pictures of You" The Cure
Mood: Sulking but happy

I have the sweetest dorkface everrrrrrrrr. :3 He's such a sweetheart. Lol. He makes me feel so loved. <3 :3 Yay! Well bed time. Margar is a sleepy one.

Tangled

Tunes: "Love Will Tear Us Apart" Joy Division
Mood: Sulking....sulking...thinking....sulking...

Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeh. I've been sulking alot latly. I guess its because I miss my boyfriend. :( I wanna hang out with him!! He's funny. <3

I keep having suicidal thoughts.... my medicine isnt working I dont think. I dont know! I keep having werid flashes that I'd be better off dead or something. :( I dont know..... I've just been sulking and thinking about it for hours and hours and hours!! Grrr I dont like my life at the moment.

Wonderwall

This was a stupid poem I wrote for my boyfriend. :3

You realize I'm in love in with in a rainbow ice cream gonna run right back to you. Lost in a wonderwall, found my self suck with you. I am a black rainbow and you fell down and I caught you. Nothing makes much sence to me it seems to be just you and me in a world full of normal people. So we sit and dream away about differnt colored songs and days. Lets climb our own wonderwall and be lazy in the middle. Right back to you I probly will fall. But after all, its okay, your my wonderwall <3

LOOK!!

LOOK! ITS THE 90s JOHN LENNON!! XD Lol. LIAM! <3

This Picture (something for him)

This picutre feels like velvet on my broken skin. This picture holds my fondest dreams. This picture takes away the pain. It makes me feel alive, when I always feel dead. This makes me need you even more. This picture made me insane and mad enough to need you. This picture brakes my heart. This picture makes me feel when I am numb. This picture makes me speak when I am dumb. This picture makes me cry. And it is all I have left. This picture is all I ever wanted, to never tear away at my periscious picture of you. <3