Sunday, January 17, 2010

Vampires and shit!

Mood: Neutral
Tunes: "Modern Love" David Bowie

Ok. So I watched some werid ass vampire movie the other night. The Hunger. WEEEEEEEERID! It was awesome but dude.... creepy as hell. Idk what else to right. Bye.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

A Sea

A sea”

Darkness and pain is like an ocean.

My heart lay bleeding, broken.

Sorrow is the rock tied to my feet.

I try to breathe but alas! I have fallen in to deep.

My eyes become wires shut so tight.

All I hear is somber sounds.

Lost lyrics to Joy Division.

The ocean pulls comes over me.

Like a tidal wave.

A rush of fears and terrors and above all horrid pains.

I cut the wires that have become my new set of eyes.

They bleed and laugh at me.

Then I go numb for the water is cold… so very cold.

I mummer my prayer softly as it can be

Love.

Love will tear us apart again.

That’s all I can remember and that is all I hear.

No more emotions do I feel.

Just empty like this vast sea I have made my mind.

So everything else and happiness dies in a deep dark sea.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

DA

Tunes: "This" Brian Eno
Mood: Nervous. Sick.

I have aduitions coming up in three weeks for creative writing at DA. An Art School were I live. I'm so so so so nervous!! What if I don't get in? Well I'll probably end up hating my self. Or maybe I'll get in and I could see my friend Oliva! God what if they, the judges dont like it? Oh!! Its all a bunch of wait if that I am sick to death off. If only I could go forward in time.... No no no! That would be bad. Geez I don't know. I shighed. Well, it'll all turn out how it turns out I guess.