Feelings I have never felt

Mood: So....so many things
Tuneage: "Just Like Heaven" The Cure

I feel strange...I'm not sure. I feel happy yet I feel like I could brake.

A little peice for Lou.

I want to smoke a ciggarett as I listen to The Velvets "Sweet Jane" I long to inhale her kiss and feel free to drip red, red whine and roeses. I need to fade into the intoxicated bliss of "The Absoulute Acid Tablet." It'll melt on my tounge and melt away my eyes. Radio's playing protest all day. OH! But we wouldnt have a heart, if we didnt fake it, and we wouldnt have a home if we didnt make it! And we couldnt make music if we couldnt play it! AH! The smoke she leaves me to drown in.

Rawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

MAJOR BRODEM!!!!! ^_^

OH! the conformist!

Tuneage: "Lovesong" The Cure (-shigh-)
Mood: Kind of sad.

OH! Can you imagene the Twilight freaks?? God...I hate them. There annoying conformist. They say "Darkness is my soul" when there afraid of the dark. And the girls (well...most not all most) at my school are major leeches. -_- Nicest thing I can say to them...motherfuckers

Picture (some werid poem I wrote for Robert Smith.....-prays he dosnt read this-)

When the world grows cold, turn to ash on your side. When I look into your eyes...its black. Yet, I am not alone. I hold close a picture of you..wishing I had said the right words....wishing I could admit love. Whising I had you, wishing you where near...wishing you could be right here. Sometimes I want the sun to never rise...so I can never wake up and so you cant leave my side. Feelings I feel I kept locked up inside. Love eating away at my soul....burning tears in my eyes. At lest I have a picture... a picture of you.

Holy Bowie Batman!

Steal that line from me you will DIE!

Tuneage: "Ashes To Ashes" David Bowie (Funk to funky we know Major Toms a Junkie!)
Mood: Hyper

THIS! LADIES GENTLEMEN AND ALIENS! Is what I'm like when I'm on Caffine!! ....Bowie happens........0_O. -twiching- I had like four cups of coffee...and coke....-twich- SPIDERS FROM MARS!

Rawr (Prep Rant from the grunge kid)

Song: "Black Hole Sun" Soundgarden (Nickie, thats for you)
Mood: pissssssssssssssssed.

I WANT ALL THE PREPS TO DIE!!! ALL OF THEM! I'm sick of them.....With what the cheerleaders moving in a heterosexual form of movement they call "Dancing." In there short skrits. And the guys wont leave me be. I want to rip there heads off like the little lifeless bugs they are. Day after day my friends and my self are picked on. But on ocasison there is that rare day where they are SOOOOO involed with there selfs they tend not to notice us. So nice to blend in like a fly on a wall. So nice not to get judged by people in the hall way. Thoes days, however are on occasion. -shigh- What can one do but wait till highschool and be free (mostly)free of the imaturity of everyone.

APMD!

Love,

Margar C. XXXX

Hanging 'round

Song of the moment: Cover your ears kittys! It's "Sex And Candy" Marcy Playground.
Mood: Like Disco Lemonade!

Ha ha! I love that song so much!! I got a facebook. Mainly so I can keep in touch with Andrew and Nickie! <3 them! Turns out 2 of my friends (And My Geogerphy teacher) went to Harvest of Hope. AGASINT ME KICKED MAJOR A-HOLE!! :] its true.

Elvis Costello!!

I really really like Elvis Costello. He's soo fricken cool! <3

In between a line

A sqiggley line between my eye, in between a moment of something or nothing at all. The line goes down my face staining the crystals of the LSD passsge witch I enetr. I read some Allen Ginsburge and preech Lou Reed

Freedom

If freedom isnt free why do I need you? If you keep running away? Is it safe for me to say I love you? I'll fallow you if you let me, I'll stay as long as you want me so,

Wind me up, put me down, watch me go!

ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4h9HBn8Q60

WATCH THAT!! PLEASE!!



Mood: Dance-ish
Song: "Jerk it out" The Caesars (Video above LISTEN OR DIE!!)

I feel good!!! Like really good!! I had a nice "Pick-me-up". ;) I want to learn how to drive! Idk....I'm random today. I cant focous......I'm gonna go.....CHASECARSANDRUNAROUNDINCIRLES!!!! LATER!!!!!!!!!

-shigh- I feel everything

Mood:.......tired...pain
Song of the moment: "Interstate Love Song" Stone Temple Pilots. (AKA 3 minutes and 51
seconds of relife.)

All forces shall hail the mighty ever and forever kick ass awesome power of STP. For they melt thy faces off with kick-ass-and-take-names post grunge. Okay. I'm done sorry.

Today at skool was insane. I walked around in a dreamy state of tired-ness. While my mouth trobbed (and continues to) with the pain of my tightend braces. Yet, I was aleart. Too aleart. I herd every nosie. Every shoe scrapping in the hall way, every scream of random names to get the persons attention. Every swift movement of someone running past me as if they tried to leave me in a daze. Such is one's life...but before the 3rd period (6 period on a regualr week thats my band class btw) I found a moment of comfort on Nickies sholder. <3 He's a sweetheart.

Happening??????

Mood: Hyper
Song of the moment: "Sunday Moring" The Velvet Underground and Nico. (I stress Nico. You guys need to give her more credit!)

As for where I stand on the whole "Who's-the-leader-Reed-or-Cale?" LAY OFF!! NOBODY LEAD!! GOD! They all contriubuted equaly. And you guys (You know who you are....) dont give enough credit to Moe! She's a good drummer! (as you rol your eyes) Yhea, like you can even play the drums....

Anyway, possible poteninal for a happening Saterday! Harvest of Hope festival!! Jaxsonvillie Fairgrounds! I WILL BE THE ONE IN THE V.U SHIRT OR THE "THINK GREEN" ELMO SHRIT!! LOOK FOR MEH! Bouncing Souls are going to be there!! Major score to my "Who've-I've-seen-in-concert" list.

idk....

Look its Lou Reed! XD <3

Painfull (For Trish...<3)

Its painfull how much I miss you. Its painful to think that I need you and I only saw you once. It hurts to think that I cut my self open for you so you could see, and knowing you barely talked to me. Now, I'll never see you again. Its painfull that I need you, painfull to admit, its painfull to hear other people judge you for mistakes that you made. It hurts when I wonder where you are. I wish I could tell you how I feel. I just want to talk to you. Love is so painfull

Hey look, its me.

Mood: Ehhhhhhh
Listening to: Well, this is a tad bit embarresing, but, "Tottal Ecslipe Of The Heart" Bonnie Tyler (look just shut up and dont ask!)

Ive been restless. I keep having dreams about trains!! Like its supposed to mean something..... I dont know!! -shigh- I keep hearing the same Dylan song in my head even when theres another song playing!! "Blood In My Eyes" -shivers- oh if only.....if...nevermind....