Painfull (For Trish...<3)

Its painfull how much I miss you. Its painful to think that I need you and I only saw you once. It hurts to think that I cut my self open for you so you could see, and knowing you barely talked to me. Now, I'll never see you again. Its painfull that I need you, painfull to admit, its painfull to hear other people judge you for mistakes that you made. It hurts when I wonder where you are. I wish I could tell you how I feel. I just want to talk to you. Love is so painfull