Stabbing Myself

Still....ness.
Broken. Like. A. Bride.
I can't breathe.
So. I. Go. Stabbing my self in the neck.

Stabbing. Stabbing. In. The. Neck.
I don't need a tomarrow.
I don't need a christmas.
I need. Still...ness.

I. am. MAD.
So. I'll. Stab. My. Self. In. The. Neck.
Still...ness
Still...ness

Bloodlust.
I feel it. Dripping down from me.
Dripping. From. Me.

Give me stillness.
Give me a cold friend.
I dont like life, Mom.
Go away.
Go away!!!

I. Am. MAD!!!

I...stab...my self in the neck

In the neck.

In the neck...

Stabbing. My. Self. In. The. Neck.