I want to feel

Mood: Depressed
Tunes: "All these things that Ive done" The Killers and "Pictures of You" The Cure (not at the same time)

I wanna let go!! I'm sick of the world!! I feel empty...trapped. Alone. I want IT to show its self... tell me that its real... tell me anything!! What if IT loves me?? I linger for a shadow.... I want someone to take me away from the world.. I want to leave the world... just for awhile. Why am I drawn to a shadow? Is it a sprit? Is it a person? Is it a glimpse of someone I'm going to meet? Who is it WHAT is it!!?? Anger fills my bones and makes me hurt...pain everywhere. I want to scream!! I want to talk to someone!!! I want to believe in someone or something!! I want to feel!!